Colours of my life

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

i use to like to blog but tired of it le! hahha
so long never come back here! it is SO SO SO dead~~~
ok life is pretty up and down but still have to curry on with my life
hahhaa going to school soon! HAHHAHA let post a photo before i go school

<--Insert name here--> saw the colours @ 7:32 AM

Saturday, February 13, 2010

what fuck with u! why dad have a high expectation in you, not me! why they praise me! think again! what i have being true! i have being failing like 10 out of 7 time! so what i am not top 10? but i am in top 15! so what u have being given money for good result! come on i also did! even if is just one time the among is the same as ur one add together! come on grow up! how many year i have a hard life in my 19 year of my life you think again! why everything turn around! is what you have done in your own hand! not me! if i am wrong point out! stop using the past! if you keep doing that you will never grow! i know you view my blog have i gross about u! come on i am not like you! you can't face reality! now you still have alot of time to change! don't wait until is too late!

i don't care about those fucking ppl say about me! yes if i die i will be happy! but i have a goal to reach! do u have? i don't think so! you are just like a kid go wild! i feel sad for u (nameless)

<--Insert name here--> saw the colours @ 2:47 AM

Saturday, December 5, 2009

passby"STOP UR RUBBISH AROUND... AND PLS GROW UP.... YOU LONGER MAMA BOY"

HELLO, i am ranting in my blog not urs blog! i am talk rubbish that my problem not your, ass hole! i grow up or not is none of yours business, my life my way and i live for my self not yours, u are just being a busybody, if u are not happy stand out and say not in the net! are you a pussy? i will sit and wait for u this pussy cat! i should not address u as dog cause u are not fit to be a dog! and i am not a mama boy, ppl who know me will know why! i will tell u this don't let me find u! i will make sure u see HELL! i am not those ppl u can eat on! next time u tag pls think again before u write! what a pain in your ass! not happy put time put place! and i will see u there! stop being a keyboard warrior!

<--Insert name here--> saw the colours @ 6:06 PM

Sunday, November 29, 2009

seven days with out u!
i am feeling better! i must learn to be standing alone and stand strong sometime
cos every ppl will go someday! everyday every hours every min ppl die
we/ i must accept it! other ppl in the world will also have the same thing happen to them
i must also have a open mind set! i am still sad but i must stand again and move on
i will die someday i must enjoy my life before i am gone! enjoy means do thing that i need to do!
i going to visit my grandma now! later study at smu HAHAHA

PLS SHOW SOME RESPECT YOU FKER this is my blog not urs so get lost and fuck off
i am not acting being a batter person! u think i have a choice NO,
i don't care about ur damn useless life, pls face the world not gameS, get alive how old are you now!
LV is just a name IS NOT A BIG DEAL
AND ma also got sickness u want to see her die too! pls listen to her, i know u will say who treat me good i go paul their butt right NO,u think again ah pa say what before he die, afew week back
i am doing some on he wish pls be humble they are ur parent! sometime they are wrong u also must act like u are wrong u noe! SO PLS BE HUMBLE! don's talk without thinking, i hate it when u say "i play games don't disturb if not" game and human u should know! i have to say this
if u not happy come and talk to me face to face i also dun care about ur friend and ur whatever

<--Insert name here--> saw the colours @ 8:16 AM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

4th days without you

today wake up feel abit better
go school i tt i was late but ended up teacher is late, go in class nvr teach ask us to study yourself,
today wanted to go study with friends but friend have lesson and meet his gf
so never go study, then when eat with some friend then go home
today was a hot day, pa i will drink lot of water de, dun worry pa i still feel lonely without u
how we cold until like a prawn how u ask me to hug u or put mu leg across u, how u cover me when i was cold, i still miss everything u done for me! i hear sis say u call me but i nvr wake up sorry i was too tired sorry! then u call sis is to wake her up? i am happy u hear my word or u saw what happen! i am happy u did come back! :) pa i confirm tomorrow i will go friend house study don't worry! i will i will go study de!

I AM SORRY PA

ur son, lewis

<--Insert name here--> saw the colours @ 5:18 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I MISS U DAD!

Labels: dad i miss u

<--Insert name here--> saw the colours @ 3:19 PM

3rd day without you!
morning wake up still feel not easy cos now every thing is new
no more scolding to wake me up! no more ah de later wake up do this do that
no more call from u ah de come home now and now what time already
pa i never go out after school le, school end i stright away go home le! hoping to see u agine but i know it will never happen anymore!
i noe u not want me to like this but is hard to get over it!
i already control my self not to do stupid thing not to get angry easily
but my heart is in pain when i see my sis, u say forgive i already do
if is last time i already scold her back, now i nvr even scold or say until she do over the line
i tt thing will change her thinking when dad as gone but she never change at all but ended up
get more bold act like she is the king, i really hope u will change to be better person leen! i cannot say u or what u will get angry easily, u know game and friend is not important then family! i really hate it when u say" when i play game dun disturb me or i will get angry" i hope u understand ,
i am asking u to change overnight just try ur best to change!
pa now i know how u feel about us,
SORRY FOR making u angry
I AM SORRY DAD

ur son, lewis

<--Insert name here--> saw the colours @ 12:25 PM